Amethyst wheel

Endings 

Before he drove drunk

he felt whole

Before she blacked out

she felt numb

Before we touched

we knew what could be

Could she conceal

it all in

Could he heal

it up front

Could they feel

their eternal essence

after smiling slightly

 * Final ending

Before he drove drunk

Before she blacked out

Before we touched

Could she conceal

Could he heal

Could they feel

Balance

Beginning Poem

“Take my kindness for weakness… still comin’ out strong”

- Future ft. The Weeknd

the trees stood                      up above or down below

for those shameful                rooted with hope

her kindness                          is her downfall

                        if only love would save her

Don't Prepare

Ending poem

Before I run around.

Before I dance slowly.

Before I overthink.

Before I wash laundry.

*Before I smile slightly.

Before I clean glasses.

Don’t Prepare

Before I ponder.

Before I miss.

Before I want.

Before I smile slightly

Stubborn Mortal

Hospitals

Bright light

Beeping

Immaculate

Anxiety

sour

Nauseas

Death

Colorless

Migraine trigger

Fresh bleach

Germs crawling everywhere

Eerie

Stubborn Mortal

being a colorless vortex

we could’ve died from

brightness

only to blind us from

immaculateness

before nauseas set in

sour, salty, tangy cheeks

varietal beeping

head throbbing

clocks ticking

sniffing fresh

bleach, urine

code black

sudden eeriness

flat line fading